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Merely just a coming-of-age boy who's embracing the whole affair with testosterone-driven nonchalance.
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
hahah im just here to slack for awhile before heading off to do more tutorialsthere isn't any victory-signed events to talk about these days. unless you count talentime but it was still one of the dreads many would agree, yes. still, a good day spent nonetheless!
i guess the last years at a school's always the worst. a lot of us had been struck with the grim reality these days much that is the inevitable countdown to alevels. the distribution of more timetables spelt out even the first two weeks of june holidays are festooned with back-to-school bookings, not forgetting the reopening of school days with common tests. and just today our class were to finalise the check of alevel registrations. like a lethal deafening bitch-slap. sigh.
what still accumulate to my already mountainpile of anxiety is the question of how i'm going to maintain the consistency for the june holidays. desolate much?
i should probably get myself a halo or something for the effort i'm putting/gonna be putting in, sigh, like gonna try to shut myself out of play and slack and work like cinderella this long hiatus. i've never been so hardworking before.
11.41pm
Friday, May 15, 2009
happy birthday mildred! awesome time spent with you during errrr picnic-like celebration at that scary place full of flies ahaha. I really need more times like that.
you know what. maybe i'm too ambitious. i'm too cynical. i'm too hot in my head thinking i can manage.
one day. im gonna travel the world. im gonna learn how to faint. i'm going to time-travel. one day, i'm going to enjoy my adulthood more than anybody else.
the viscous cycle is starting to get on my nerves.
you'd wonder why i lived my life in brackets.
10.02pm
Thursday, May 7, 2009
talentime round 2 was awesome. like lynette who just totally struck everybody dumbfounded with the incredible sound she's hiding. and that girl who sang thinking of you. blew the entire crowd away. whoah such talents jj's hiding.what inevitably is stressing are those alevel dates that are drawing closer and closer. and it sucks because all the worries just flow and ebb in my mind in a slew of cyclical torment that it disrupts my quality sleep. true i've been getting steadier but however hard i've been deceiving myself its still very below the standard I want to be. oh shucks. and the fact that everybody around is consistently getting better and better it just drives my mind into a manic-depressive state.
i'd have to admit that this year's so different; time's currently flashing so quickly that i hardly know a few days has passed.
priortising. consistency. planning. getting ready. grey areas that i should really really really put on the frontline and forget about being stuck in self-denial
on a brighter note, starting from tomorrow evening another long weekend is starting and i cant wait for all to come. pretty ironic yeah? the way i'm anticipating fun with all the misery and gloatings and wallowing-at-selfpity bookmarked in between. and huiyan was calculating something about only 4 hours/per chapter for the whole june holiday.
tomorrow's physics spa but i cant get off the tv because theres tom and jerry.
(a very random note: why the hell is everybody starting to buy balloons for other people. its like EVERYWHERE i see those helium spaces of attention attracting vessels imprinted with cheesy designs that i cant help being really judgemental that balloons are starting to be the worst gifts ever. seriously, other than floating, it doesnt do much. whats wrong with everybody. especially that big balloon stuck in the lecture hall's ceiling. its been there for 2 weeks now, and its still keeping me distracted easily. arghhh.)
9.10pm
Monday, May 4, 2009
as usual, time passes quickly when you're having fun. the long weekend is drawing to an end and i can't help lamenting over the fact that it was spent with no whatsoever effort for an academic boost. whats more is that there's chemistry spa tomorrow and i havent even started revising for it yet. boo.f3 had a somewhat movie event thing at joey's on thursday night. we watched slumdog millionaire and had traditionally over-spoiling attending-to by her mother who fed us with drinks and chips and snacks. seriously we're gonna just love going to joey's more and more if she keeps doing that LOL.
a bunch of us went to kbox instead of sentosa on friday which was an exhilarating experience altogether. the afternoon found us jumping on couches and
the bikila and owens j1s + the teachers invited us over to their chalet/bbq last night and i must say the food was really really good! haha the company was great, the atmosphere was jubilant and us the j2s really enjoyed ourselves at the event. really wna thank all of them for organising this!
so anyway, i returned home last night with the bbq odour and this actually let my mother think that i went out smoking. -.- lol but seriously! she should put in more confidence please. i won't ever choose to smoke under any circumstances. on the contrary, smokers should just go burn themselves up. they pollute the air and they harm others. so unless it becomes a do-it-if-not-you-die kinda thing, there wouldn't be any chance on finding a single cigarette butt on this firm anti-smoking believer here okay. never.
im left with the rest of the day to memorise my chemistry notes. and catch up on whatever i have to chase. guess denying theres no schoolwork for the past few days doesnt really help. sigh, tomorrow's gna be another long day. kaihui said that we're gonna end at 7plus. even jieheng thought it was crazy. maybe they should raise another level of swine flu activity so we'd be quareentined at home and make the weekend longer. ahahah JOKING.
note toself, bring dictionary tomorrow. pq by tuesday.
(ps something is very wrong. first my mother decides suddenly to have a feast tonight by making homemade pizza and ordering kfc(she must've thought it might fail), then my father decides to bring the family out to mount faber for a stroll out of the blue. thank god i chose to stay at home on the excuse of revision. he's wearing my cap and it looks like an epic failure to be cool. my parents are officially crazy yes.)
4.41pm
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