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Merely just a coming-of-age boy who's embracing the whole affair with testosterone-driven nonchalance.
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Spies 101
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Some of us at cheryl's.
So sports heats had been going on for the past few days. Ran 200m and it sucked to the max.
Yeah, 've been long. I think this self-proclaimed break was super redundant. I kept coming back to facebook and yeah well things were still unproductive. Aww man I need to really really really stick to my motivation or skulls would start to waver around my head.
I'm gonna try for another round of disappearing act!
P.S Super excited for kwaiga and the j1s who're taking part in the upcoming line camp and I don't know why. :/
It's screaming every step, "Just stay here" | 9.33pm | Kelly Clarkson - If No One Would Listen
Labels: happenings, hiatus, pictures
Monday, January 26, 2009
Moments:
- painting everywhere & then smearged on yourself/ late nights
- laoyusheng, f3's reunion dinner/stayover = fab. eve & anthony are like amazing guitarists. nice acapella there with benny & ck.
- tests coming as blasts
- homeworkhomeworkhomework
- short talk on track with hk & fioneh after housecomm's.
- sunday gymming/suntanning/pooling with jeremy then studying with mk & jw
- disgusting and revelatory haircut
Time passes quickly when you're having fun[rants]
Do I come clean? I don't know.
Here I disappear now for the festive season. Happy chinese new year!
nice nice F3!
Waa siao I'm like pouting so damn unglamly at the point when everyone is smiling
& only child to take the blame | 10.47am | The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Pen & Paper
Labels: happenings, random
Saturday, December 20, 2008
So. I slept like a pig for almost a good 11 hours. Ahaha pig. But worth it!
Okay first up was F3's picnic, which was definitely delectful. There were too much things to eat (seriously), especially mildred mama's tub + extra packet of beehoon. -.- It was so much that we had to resort to gambling to finish off shiqi & chiupeng's birthday cake. Yeah we also had frisbee, fishfeeding and offcourse painfully adjusted picture-taking. Yep overall it was successful and I bet all those that went enjoyed themselves. Thanks mildred & hooikim for organising this!
Went off to meet leon after the picnic. I thought I was dressed too casual for a musical (shorts and slippers) but it didn't turned out to be a very formal thing anyway. Yup pretty enjoyable, but still think the preaching part by the pastor, a little bit over. Maybe the enthusiasm they have was one of the reasons I'd never defect to being a Christian again. Sorry no offence to anyone reading this.
So after that took a bus home, before heading out to meet jieting again. Went over to pengyang's place for a surprise, but his primary school friends got there first before us. But we still managed a surprise anyway because one of the friends helped to open the door for us.
Yup after a short and sweet catching up, jieting and I decided to go look for chinchian. Well no comments for the angle-memory thing she did to remember the area but seriously difficult to contact someone without a phone. Had to resort to knocking on the outside walls and wailing outside windows to finally reach him like after halfanhourplus. We chatted a lot at his void deck, and played a lil' bit of block catching. Then walked to jp to take buses home.
Anyway, here's something funny to welcome the festive season.
Send your own ElfYourself eCards
dayyy/& 'hasta la vista' | ambivalence says:
hahaahha
shenn's expression totally fits in ;)
its like those "i dont give a damn what you guys are doing, i just follow" face
and mk is like "i know what you guys are doing because i am leading" the face
Shawn says:
LOL
YES
dayyy/& 'hasta la vista' | ambivalence says:
mine is like "fcuk it, this is orgasm" face -.-"
Shawn says:
then minde and mel leh?
mel is like glamorous lor
dayyy/& 'hasta la vista' | ambivalence says:
your is the "lights on me please!" face -.-
especially with my glasses, like those ppl in disco in the 80s -.-
mel is most normal de lor
Shawn says:
AGREED.
dayyy/& 'hasta la vista' | ambivalence says:
its the "i am not with them, nor do i know them" face
PRETEND TO LOOK NORMAL ONLY
Had to clutch my stomach from laughing too much when I first saw it. Ahaha I think mel is like so diva. Shenn looks like an indian.
Saw you from the distance | 7.25pm | David Archuleta - Touch My Hand
Labels: happenings, video
Friday, December 19, 2008
The opposite of love is not hate. Hate is a feeling just as love is. I've always thought of love as a verb not a noun. Love is something you do. Hate is also something you do. It's based in jealousy, resentment, and anger. In a lot of ways, hate cares about what happens to something or someone - even if they want that something or someone to suffer. And sometimes - hate arises from love. I don't think it's Love's opposite though.Well I'm certainly enlightened. I mean, this is something really important to think about. I've always thought that hate is a strong feeling that doesn't carry love.
Indifference is lack of concern. A lack of care - a lack of anything. There is no passion in indifference. There is no feeling in indifference, there is no real thought for something held indifferent.
I think indifference would hurt far more than hate - because in some ways, it implies a virtual non-existence. At least someone who hates you carries 'something' for you. If someone hates you, you have power over them in a way that you could even drive their hate even deeper into them. You could make them hate you even more.
But indifference - that's a whole other story. A person who's indifferent to you won't even register anything you do on their radar. I imagine it would be hard to consciously be indifferent to someone. There's no such thing as a practiced indifference - that would be an oxymoron. Indifference just happens. Indifference (just as love, or hate, or anger, or fear) in some ways is a choice, yes, but its a choice to put something down - to stop feeling one way or the other about it.
Indifference holds no positions pro or con. It feels no affection or anger. It holds no resentments - and it holds no hope. And unlike hate - indifference truly doesn't care what someone thinks. If someone is indifferent to an individual, an issue, or anything for that matter - those things have absolutely no power in the indifferent person's life.
To me - that's the opposite of love . . . .
Ref: http://3minutewindows.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!5EE2154D23E6D87D!843.entry?wa=wsignin1.0&sa=250290791
It's funny really, because of that I've forced myself to not hate anyone because it's not appropriate; because I told myself, despite these feelings I have, I do love that person even if he or she had disgusted or hurted me in any way. So it became like I would correct people that you do not hate someone because hating is wrong. -Shrugs- Guess it's relieving to realise that it's okay to hate, right.....? (rolls eyes)
Ooookay, that aside, work today was again boring. And shenn that loud person has flown off to Spain and won't be back till the 29th. The last conversation we had definitely left me something to think about. sigh. Why does choices has to be such a huge issue in my life?
(Wallow in self-pity)
Anyway, tomorrow's family three's picnic & justin's musical. And maybe something else which I don't think it might still happen. But bottomline is can't wait for the picnic. It's so awesome that family three is still so bounded despite being about 6 months and counting since our last camp. Okay yeah frankly not everyone but the spirit of f3 still burns strongly that we feel the need to still get together for occasions which is of course assuring, yes.
Okay this had been an extremely gay post so I'm going to just continue watching desperate housewives. Okay that's gay too but yeah okay really whatever
& I hope jeremy comes back from the US soon so we can gym on sundays.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINJIACHUA.
+(SELF REMINDERS)
Homework
I need to take a holiday | 4.29am | The Fray - Over My Head
Labels: happenings, reflection
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
1) To fall for bait and be hauled out with a hook through their mouth.
2) To be piled with other sad and smelly prawns.
3) To get sharp sticks pierced through their anus to their head.
4) To be manipulated by puppeteers and narcissists (JUST USING IT AS AN EXPRESSION, REALLY. I KNOW YOU WILL LAUGH WHEN YOU SEE THIS MEL -.-). In the conditions they're in.
5) To be barbecued under a really hot grill and eaten. While they're all still alive and in agony.
Sums up to... SAD LIFE.
I am so regretting eating kuyshinbo just now despite my determination on a diet. Arghhh. And the past two days went on smoothly without food.
Owens stayover was great. Though I only joined the crew close to midnight. Yup but with all the mahjong and crap we had, it was awesome. Thanks lihuan and jocelyn for the planning and jeremy for having it at your place!
+ I hope I didn't regret making friends that I have.
& I miss these amazing people.
'Cause you can't come back once you're lying in the broken glass | 10.45pm | David Archuleta - Barriers
Labels: happenings, pictures
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